Here’s a sure-fire way to know that you hate women: when an incident of intimate partner violence in which a man knocks a woman unconscious gains national attention and every question or comment you think to make has to do with her behavior, you really hate women. Like, despise.
There is no other explanation. There is no “I need all the facts.” There is no excuse. You hate women. Own it.
Now, you probably don’t believe you hate women. You probably honestly think you’re being an objective observer whose only interest is the truth. You are delusional.
We have this problem in our discourse around the most important challenges we face where we feel we have to be “fair to both sides.” But sometimes, one of those sides is subjugation and oppression. If you’re OK with legitimizing that side in the interest of “fairness,” you’re essentially saying you’re OK with oppression as a part of the human condition. That’s some hateful shit.
“Romance novels have been a release valve. It made it easier to cope and I’ve been reading them steadily ever since. (I also used to read advice columns to deal with stress. I think I like the idea that something can be solved in writing.)”—
It’s always great when you share similar tendencies with others and feel less … random? I stress read advice columns, historical fiction, romance, and twitter.
This quote is also great, the way I think:
"… I prefer long-form (novels generally) over short-form, again, because it’s something I can really fall into and reading it over days means it runs in a parallel track to my regular life — something I look forward to.” — Posie Harwood
it’s possible to feel like 20 emotions at once. or maybe that’s just a me thing.
it’s possible to call your mother at 11pm her time crying your eyes out on a sunday night and not be asking for anything but an ear.
it’s possible to be a constant contradiction. profesh as fuck but also someone who says profesh as fuck.
it’s possible to be able to manage and handle it all while also freaking the fuck out. it’s a coping mechanism.
it’s possible to love being single and hate being single all at once. to want love and partnership and help while also understanding that shit is hard as fuck when you have to worry about someone else.
it’s possible to feel as if your heart will burst with affection and appreciation for all the nice people praising you and also wish they would stop talking to you, stop complimenting you, stop burdening you with their expectations. i’m nothing special i promise. but also, goddamn i am the best.
it’s possible to doubt yourself hourly while also fully knowing it’s totally fine, you’re totally capable.
it’s possible to have emotional meltdowns in private and write weird lengthy tumblr posts and still be capable of keeping it together for your friends and family who are worried you’re about to snap.
it’s possible to ask for help and receive help and not feel guilty for it. i’m not sure how it’s possible as i’ve never been good at it. but i’m sure it is. i’m sure of that.
it’s possible that people will miss you and you family and friends and coworkers and clients aren’t lying when they say this. it’s possible that you will someday be able to accept that. until that’s a reality, it’s possible to not refute those claims.
it’s possible that everything is wonderful and still hurts so much.
it’s possible that you are beyond excited. and terrified.
it’s possible that you are a bit of a drama queen. and you like it so so so much.
possible and valid. stop beating yourself up girl.
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And yet I’m about to comment on this: I was just thinking this the other day! My maturity has mostly taken the form of “knowing when to shut the fuck up and listen.” Or just shutting the fuck up. About literally anything. All applies.
“How do we reconcile the imperfections of feminism with all the good it can do? In truth, feminism is flawed because it is a movement powered by people and people are inherently flawed. For whatever reason, we hold feminism to an unreasonable standard where the movement must be everything we want and must always make the best choices. When feminism falls short of our expectations, we decide the problem is with feminism rather than with the flawed people who act in the name of the movement…”—Roxane Gay, Bad Feminist. (via megwhat)
Is it racist that a white, 20 year old unarmed kid was shot by a black cop on Monday, Aug 18, 3 days ago and its no where in the news? Oh wait, it happens all the time, its just not newsworthy. Sucks to be white.
Dear Racists: I know you’re going to to be trotting this out in the next few days claiming that this shows how white people are just as badly treated as black people in the US (though, of course, the idea that “it happens all the time” to white people is, of course, a ridiculous and disgusting lie).
But guess what, fuckheads, as usual, you’re wrong as fuck. The reason this tragedy isn’t national news is because, surprise surprise, a similar (ish) shooting of a white teenager by a black cop is being handled by the authorities completely differently! That’s right, you dumbfucks, this officer is being immediately and vigorously investigated, the officer’s name was released, the victim wasn’t denied medical care, nor was his body left on the street for hours. It’s almost like, we treat black and white people differently in our justice system! And if you want to argue that the fucking Salt Lake City PD (oh shit, was I able to read about this case in the NATIONAL NEWS?!?!?! ) is racist against white people, you are fucking out of your mind.
So, nice try, you asshole, I know you were salivating over finding a case to compare this to Mike Brown, but, even with this timing, you’re not even fucking close to proving your racist “point.”
Whatever happens next, though, please keep on telling the truth and sticking your necks out. Good things come to those who are brave enough to show the world exactly who they are, without shame. And look, soon enough, you can be sure that someone will give this owning-of-your-flaws an embarrassing name, in the hopes that we’ll all get shamed back into the closet and go back to believing that every misstep and mistake should be airbrushed out or masked behind a smile and a high five.
Let’s not let them shame us, though, ok? Let’s keep on fumbling along, imperfectly, with pride, with grace, with humility, with an open heart. Let’s be messy and courageous, you and me and all of us. Let’s not be afraid to ask for exactly what we want, and to celebrate exactly who we are, and to eat lots of aged cheeses if possible. But most of all, let’s stick together and celebrate our messiness, and our courage.
“I’m not interested in anybody’s guilt. Guilt is a luxury that we can no longer afford. I know you didn’t do it, and I didn’t do it either, but I am responsible for it because I am a man and a citizen of this country and you are responsible for it, too, for the very same reason.”—james baldwin (via brookehatfield)
I don’t speak well (tweet well? lord) about death or grief or intense sadness. No one does it exceptionally well that I’ve seen. It’s never going to be enough to those directly affected and it’s always way too self-centered for those on the periphery. Including now. But I am upset, of course. Mainly for the ones I’ve / you’ve / we’ve lost to suicide. My close friends, my relatives. Yours, too. But also I’m saddest for those I fear for. For those I’ve worried about. For the ones I want to hold onto forever but know they may not make it no matter what I do. Who see this man who had so much and still made this choice. My heart is aching and worrying and so very fearful. It’s not like this will be a tipping point but who can predict what that could be / might be. I am here. I am not afraid of whatever is rocking you. I will be your free and endless hotline until you figure out the / a real one, a better one. I’m so afraid you don’t know that.
I am curious why we keep calling it ironic misandry. I actively dislike the majority of (straight, white) men because of what they do and stand for. And Meg appropriately called out the same thing on Facebook yesterday. But okay. “Ironic.”
yes i have a vested interest in defending feminism. no not because i have it tattooed on my ass. nice thought though.
i would post a picture of my tattoo now that it’s healed if i could do so tastefully but taking a picture of my own butt is really hard. and no one else has butt privileges currently. accepting applications.
yes i just claimed i’d do something if i could do it tastefully. someone recently mentioned i’ve grown up since moving to chicago, i think it’s more that i’m currently 3 years older. and weirder so maybe that seems like i’m more mature.
never delight in correcting another person. not only is it arrogant and condescending, its presumptuous. even if you are an expert, you are not above reproach. keep this in mind at all times.
if you are a woman and you work with other women, it is your responsibility to have the backs of your female colleagues. you may not get along with them or agree with them but you should never underestimate them or cut them down. its bad business. its bad humanness.
realize that everyone has a skill or strength and learn to play to those strengths.
don’t be a work hoarder.
learn to ask for help.
always ask questions. even if you think you know the answer. have you ever had someone express genuine interest in your work and then thank you for enlightening them to a specific task or point of confusion? isn’t it great? sharing that? you can give that to someone just by asking them for more information.
(i need to remind myself of these things on a daily basis because we’re all tested by the personality quirks of others. so like, i plan on printing this out and repeating it to myself every morning. its a good start, i think)
these are great, i’m particularly bad at work hoarding and asking for help. in a leadership meeting for the account i manage, we all made promises to each other and mine was “i promise to not take on everyone’s burdens and let people help me” … the team clapped. i may have a known issue. you’re not necessarily helping yourself with this shit because you invariably — like me — drop the ball if you’re trying to do too much and then you just look overwhelmed and unable to handle your shit.
i would also mention that you should learn to take constructive criticism and feedback well and not be defensive. listen. and then make yourself a baby action plan. you don’t even have to write it down, but keep it in mind. showing growth and progress, even baby steps, is usually huge to a good manager.
and speaking of being a good manager, something i’m learning. if you give direction and it’s not quite up to what you want. don’t think that person is not getting it, look to yourself and think about — how can i explain this better? i struggle with the fact that i pick things up very quickly and think they’re obvious, and keep so much shit in my head, BUT i don’t explain things as perfectly as i could because i think it’s obvious and easy. that’s condescending and no way to build a relationship. change tacts, be empathetic.
I went to have a couple beers with my coworker, favorite buddy Joel this evening. My Milwaukee schedule shifted and he offered to treat me to a drink and catch up and chat about some stuff. We talked about how he’s going to end things with his lady friend, work, our weekends, that a man was killed by a cop a block from my house last night, and Ray Rice.
The shooting and what happened and the potential sketchiness was a topic for a spell. Launching into my comments about being robbed, how I’d never really heard gunshots, and didn’t hear them last night. It was a frank and intense conversation. Admitting we were so lucky in this city. So many in Chicago don’t have the luxury of wondering, “huh have I ever heard real gunshots?” It’s sad and galling.
At some point after, I mentioned Smith and his comments. He agreed they were dumb and I launched into my perspective and this story. This buddy is a man who I’ve spent lots and lots of time with. Who knows my dating history pretty thoroughly — as I know his. We are close. We discuss stuff that’s intense and embarrassing and uncomfortable all the time.
As I was talking about my experiences with DV, upbeat and relaxed. To the point, matter of fact, unemotional. He asked me to stop. He didn’t want to hear about it. It bothered him. It upset him. I said oh it doesn’t faze me, I’d really like to finish my point, cool? He looked pained and said … okay.
I know part of his hesitation was concern for me and not wanting to confront that. But I’m fine now. I’ve been fine a long time. I, of course, stated my “it’s really important for me to be able to openly discuss these things” position. But it is. For so many reasons. It’s not attention or sympathy, it’s publicity. Spread the word, shit is common. And shouldn’t be.
He paused and told me gets it. And didn’t stop me further. So I continued and he listened and that’s all I needed. All lots of us need. Not a victim, not broken, not even emotional. It’s something that happens and we want to share. Feel we should or must and please don’t begrudge anyone an open ear and a little understanding. And zero need for you to feel sorry for me or anyone really. Victims, survivors, people of all types are just trying to live and we all have shit and maybe let people tell you about theirs.
My favorite type of antifeminism whinging is “WHAT ABOUT THE MEN OH NO HOW DARE YOU” whinging. Guess what ladies: lots of those bros don’t give one fuck about you or your equality. But yep keep paying them lip service. Trust me, they’re fine. They’ll manage without your support. That’s the whole fucking point.