self-important
I don’t know why I get so wrapped up about this one fact… But I feel like people look at me and think I’m little, I’m sweet, I am just innocuous. I think this may play into my need to start shit. To say to others, “HEY THIS IS ME AND I WILL CUT YOU” because frankly I look like a nice enough girl who may need a good skin regimen but is pathetic enough to sit and watch the action. My insistence on being difficult (but being nice at the same time!) stems from this need to remind that I AM HERE AND I AM NOT JUST A SWEET, SHORT, CURVY PERSON, I WILL CUT YOU. Because I will. I’m having some thoughts.
Thinking is akin to sinning y’all.