dating
I hate it. So demoralizing. Ups and downs and awful and okay. But I keep doing it. Forcing myself to meet dudes from OkCupid. Yet to meet anyone all that great. One total asshole. The rest “meh.” And pretty sure the feeling is mutual, which is the demoralizing part. I’m not great at this shit and it has me feeling extremely insecure. The constant “what is wrong with me?” voice is not fun. And I’m certainly not into blogging about specifics, and never would … just frustrated. Not meeting any dudes who really seem to like me in such a long time — over a year? Is a blow to the ego. I think I’m just gonna hang out here in my cocoon for a minute.
